I'm tired of feeling like people (not all just two or three) are trying to subjugate and ridicule me. I feel like I'm just one of those stupid mindless drones sometimes. Like it's not okay to ask questions or I should know everything. (she says with a heavy worn out sigh and roll of her eyes). Some people I am around tend to do this thing where they always have to be right and come up with the solution to a problem on their own. It simply drives me insane and if I ask why something isn't working or suggest ways of fixing it, nope not going to work they say....and immediately throw me a look and a reason as to why, plus a dose of making me feel inferior and slightly undermined. Well, then it gets worse by them making me feel guilty for the way I feel. I sort of feel like my skin is screaming at the moment. It doesn't help that it's been a long and tiring week. And it's hotter than Hades out! Plus, I already feel bad for being frustrated because they do help when their not being full of themselves and there is that benefit of the doubt thing I do, maybe they're acting that way because they're just as tired and hot and so on. The crazier thing to me is that we are in encultured to ask questions and be inquisitive, but then crap like this happens; which then shuts most of us down and we begin to loose that child like curiosity. It just frustrates me to no end.
A big thank you goes out to the ones who listen (especially you ;-) ) and are there without the glares, sighs, rolls of their eyes and ridicule. Thanks goes out for the advice and support. I don't know where I'd be without. Well, I do, but I don't like to think of that.
Oh gosh dang it! I have homework to do! Uhhgggg! I dislike summer, it's too hot and uncomfortable, not a good time to cuddle up with loved ones. Can't wait for Autumn, hello rain and cool air and beautiful vibrant colors. Let's end on a happy thought, shall we?
,___,
{O.o} "Whhoo-Whhoo, What-what?"
/)__) Sincerely,
-"--"- Ashley Lynn
A big thank you goes out to the ones who listen (especially you ;-) ) and are there without the glares, sighs, rolls of their eyes and ridicule. Thanks goes out for the advice and support. I don't know where I'd be without. Well, I do, but I don't like to think of that.
Oh gosh dang it! I have homework to do! Uhhgggg! I dislike summer, it's too hot and uncomfortable, not a good time to cuddle up with loved ones. Can't wait for Autumn, hello rain and cool air and beautiful vibrant colors. Let's end on a happy thought, shall we?
,___,
{O.o} "Whhoo-Whhoo, What-what?"
/)__) Sincerely,
-"--"- Ashley Lynn
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